Did anyone else have troubles with Jenna’s Sweet and Sour Cabbage? Mine was really liquidy and no matter how long I cooked it I couldn’t get all the liquid to absorb.. causing the cabbage to taste bland because all the flavor was in the liquid! Sigh. Any tips? The Sweet and Spicy Barbecue Beans were a hit though, and even my dad liked them (tough critic!).
It really confuses me that now that I’ve gained 15 pounds (from binging, might I add) is when I start getting all the comments on how skinny I am. What the fizzle, I don’t get it. My aunt is visiting right now and the comments won’t stop. “Those are the smallest pants I have ever seen!”, “Why don’t I give you some of my fat?” (What am I supposed to say to something like that? I went with “You’re so silly”..haha) At work someone complained about being cold (Not me, my coldness has gone away with my recent addition of body fat) and then someone said “It’s because you’re so skinny, look at you!”.. first of all, I WASN’T THE ONE COMPLAINING, second of all, the person who said this is a 15 year old boy with the metabolism of a.. 15 year old boy. So he is about half my size. Sigh. Anyways, enough of that.
Days without binging = 1/2 a day, I really think I’m done for good this time.
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Ah, I’ve been so busy working lately that I haven’t had any time to post! Not that I’d want to post the food I’ve been eating because I’ve been binging like crazy again. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve tried everything. I’m eating enough calories and have been for months now so my body shouldn’t be craving all this extra food. I’m at a healthy weight again and I’m scared that I’m not going to be able to stop binging and will gain too much weight. Just this morning I’ve already had a massive bowl of oatmeal, a granola bar and 4 muffins slathered in almond butter. This needs to stop. I just have to tell myself that I am in control of what I’m eating.. the only person who can stop this is me. Blah.
